By the time this is read, I am hopeful that the first night of the Democratic National Convention will have begun to help us find our sea legs. I know we all remember Michelle Obama saying, When they go low, we go high. This is a time to retain our principles while we collectively make the effort to restore and reunite the soul of our country, and save our democracy. It is also a time to show strength, resolve and grit, as we engage in ridding ourselves of an administration that has caused so much fragmentation and suffering.

Covid-19 is now the No. 3 cause of death in the US. But testing to find and isolate cases has dropped off—CNN

More than dozen U.S. states expected to sue Trump administration over postal cuts—Reuters

Trump withdraws nomination of controversial attorney for top environment post—The Guardian

August 17, 2020

Fighting for equilibrium
by Suzanne Brita Schecker, Treehouse Community, Easthampton, MA

As the Democratic Convention begins, I am fighting for equilibrium, hanging on, looking for my sea legs. Storm clouds hover, persistent warnings to stay awake, remember something from our history. Below me, emotions: fear, anger, sadness, love. Waves of longing roll in, crest and move out again, the eternal motion of time. Thomas Hubl’s words about healing the collective traumatization that keeps us separate, blind to one another’s needs and suffering, walk around in my broken heart. We are many who want desperately to work together to heal our world and yet we seem blocked at every turn.

We have a virus that keeps us distant—no hugging please— that kills the vulnerable first, the poor, the elderly, the people of color. (What else is new?) A virus that has been politicized and weaponized so that we sometimes punch each other in the face for wearing a mask—a mask that science tells us will protect one another and slow the spread of Covid-19. We are living with a monster-sized collective shadow, a hungry ghost so dark and evil, it has moved into our White House, our courts, our Congress, chewed up and spit out our laws and Constitution and gobbled up the brains of half the country’s people. Millions of us slumber and millions more are turned around by gas-lighting and propaganda until we no longer know up from down, right from wrong, or truth from lies. It’s as perfect a brew for dictatorship as the world has ever known.  

Me, I have a persistent infectious bacterium that has eaten up half the ball of my left foot, still growing, impervious to antibiotics and threatening me with the loss of my foot. I have surgery scheduled for August 24, a week from today, and we will remove a small infected bone and attempt to restructure the foot to ease the pressure on it when I walk. It’s hard to resist the metaphor: it seems we also need to surgically remove the infected bone that has taken over our government and restructure the foot so we can move forward.

Much as I look forward to unifying, intelligent and wonderful speeches about restoring the soul of our country, I also hope we will use our time together during the convention to speak forcefully and honestly about the precipice we are standing on.


  1. Thank you Suzanne! I wish you the very best in your upcoming surgery! Your condition sounds so debilitating.

    I especially like this short section in your post as it so beautifully describes our current situation where some 44% of our population is rock solid in their support of Donald Trump. “Millions of us slumber and millions more are turned around by gas-lighting and propaganda until we no longer know up from down, right from wrong, or truth from lies. It’s as perfect a brew for dictatorship as the world has ever known.” That so wonderfully says it. It seems that Donald could indeed kill someone in broad daylight and his base would still trust him – and him alone. Once the unbelievably potent Trump koolaid has been drunk, reason, fact, and what feels like basic human morality no longer seem to mean anything. We can take nothing for granted in this election. Our democracy is on the line.

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  2. I did watch the Convention before reading your piece. The convention brought me to tears. I certainly did not expect that. Yes, some of the speakers were a bit stilted, but the over all feeling was of unity.I do hope your surgery is successful and the one in our country as well. Stay safe and thank you for sharing.

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